I guess I can title myself the worst blogger ever. JUNE 2010!!! Wow....I guess nothing has happened....yeah right. No, I just got caught up in the tediousness of everyday life. Food shopping, playdates, changing diapers, deciding what to cook for dinner, going to the gym...blah blah blah. So what has prompted me to get back on here you ask? Well, I actually ask myself, because I doubt that anyone reads this. Because I am overwhelmed, confused and sometimes just plain pissed off.
The time has come for me to have an outlet for my internal rantings. Somewhere I can write about things and get them out of my crazy mind.
Someplace where if you want to know about me....read it ...don't ask because at this moment in time, I am tired of answering questions.
Yes, we tried to have another baby. We did another round of IVF, and it did not work. If you don't know anything about IVF or infertility, and you have kids....consider yourself a Fertile, and extremely lucky. Look down at those little ones scampering around your house, and think this.....They were Free......they did not cost you $10,000, $20,000, $30,000 to concieve. You did not go through people giving you their advice on when to try again, to just relax, to think positive, to put your feet up in the air, to make sure you orgasm, to adopt, or not adopt, or to ask you personal questions about your eggs or sperm. You just fucked and got pregnant. Yes, maybe you had to do it 10-12 times....ok, I'll give you that. Maybe you even had to take an ovulation test. Wooppeeee.....don't ever compare yourself to me......it does not make me feel better....in fact it pisses me off and risks me choking the crap out of you on the spot. I can control myself to a certain extent....but here is your warning....just shut it!
If you want to be supportive.....then read a little. Understand what we go through just a smidge so that you don't ask retarted questions. Mostly.....just be quiet. I may sound like a total bitch....but guess what....I don't care.
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