Ignorance is Bliss

I am a self proclaimed over thinker.  I can over think a load of laundry.  This is really not a good thing to be especially when you have to do IVF.  I just can't help myself  from googling, researching, reading blogs and boards.  I am driving myself crazy.  They gym doesn't help, and I am not sleeping well so on top of everything else, I am TIRED.  I am not looking too pretty.

I went to acupuncture today...my 2nd visit...and I decided I like her.  I will keep going.  She told me that constant thinking keeps the body going at a higher rate, even while at rest, and it can be de-hydrating.  Let's just say that I have been guzzling water, and still feel like a prune...so yeah...I think she is right.

I think (here I go again) that I just need to let it all go, stop being a control freak, and just let the doctors do their thing.  It is all out of my hands. 

Now....which doc?

Ha.....I guess I still have to think about that!

In other news, we had our play set installed yesterday and it is awesome! Olivia loves it.  We also had some work done on the side of the house to re-grade the property and it looks like it worked. We had no water in the basement after all the rain we had.  So part one is done.  Part 2 will be finishing the trenching and drainage, and window wells and part 3 will be the septic and front yard.  Hopefully this will be all done by the end of next week...weather permitting.  It just never ends.

I wish life was as simple now as it was when we were 21 months old.  Today my monkey turns 21 months and the highlight of her day....and it was truly a highlight.......was playing with a large box from BJ's.  She put her toys in it., sat in it, and put it on her head.  Anyone who knows my daughter, knows how much she loves to put things on her head!  She had a blast for an hour!  Maybe I should put it on my head and see what happens......